The past 10 days have been tough. News of my sister in law's pregnancy nearly broke me. My parents can't understand why I am so upset. It's hard to explain. The timing, with the most recent pregnancy loss just a week before, and the harsh reminder of the losses that have gone before that whilst … Continue reading Moving


Thought I was doing a good job of holding things together since the latest loss. I'm not. This afternoon, I felt like the sky came crashing down. My brother messaged me out of the blue. They're pregnant. It's their second child. I love my nephew so much, and I am happy for my brother and … Continue reading Floodgates